wOW

Before I go. I just sat reading through older posts. I cant believe that I actually wrote bitching about my father screaming at me saying that he was going to be another one to rip my heart out and leave me sitting here crying wishing I was dead. Wow. He was so right. Cuz here I am sitting, crying, wishing I was dead. Wishing that my heart would just stop beating. The darkness is so much nicer right now. I HATE MYSELF!!!! gOODBYE